I did not really know that yesterday was eight months that mom left her earthly body and went to her perminate home above. As I stood at her footmarker at the cemetary, I just stared at the ground wondering how I have made it thru eight months without hearing moms voice.
I finally got to speak with my Aunt who lives in Virginia today. This is the first time that we have talked since mom passed away. Aunt Claudia sounded so good, but is going thru some health issues.
I had to tell her again about the death of mother and what all I have been thru these months. I know that if Aunt Claudia could be here she would.
I told her that if it was not for Scott standing beside me thru all of this, that I did not know how I would have made it.
YES, I have not posted in over a month, but Scott and I are working on our marriage and taking it one day at a time. I think that it is mental harder on me then it is for him.
He had four months with this "woman" and knew what he was doing. Then when I found out, I blew up. I Love My Husband more then words can say, but if he decides to choose her over me, then that is something I will have to live with.
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